Sorry!

Sorry for the last entry. I was very emotional at that time. I guess because everything happened very fast that it breaks me down. Just a quick update, here goes;

• Kak sha is getting better *Alhamdulillah, keep praying for her*
• Yasmin is so adorable; she is so cute and so small. Love her!
• I’m entering this photography contest focusing on the life style in KL. *hope my photo is selected, I’m working hard snapping and portraying the beautiful pictures of KLians*
• Mum is freaking out, including me. So many things to be done for abang’s wedding.
• My birthday is in 2 days; well I guess no celebration this year since we are busy with my brother’s wedding. *never mind there will be next year*
• Farah is leaving us just around the conner. I’m sure gonna miss her :’(
• I quit being a head for special task because I have my responsibilities for abang’s wedding and helping mum since we don’t have many committee members *hehhe*

Well that’s it for now. I have to do my Arab assignment! Argghh! Later~

Happy Birthday Faz!

Fuzz!!

Happy Birthday, love!

SAD!

Irdina Yasmin 25.06.08

Kak Sha my cousin delivered her first baby on 25.6.08. A baby girl was born, her name is Irdina Yasmin. ARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don’t know how to start but then both my cousin and her baby had complications. The baby’s lungs were a bit swollen and oxygen cannot get through her brain. However thank God she is release today and I think after six month she will undergo an operation for her lungs. *sigh* now it’s about my cousin. Damn I just want to scream and cry! Lepas kak sha delivered her baby at Bagan Specialist; she had to operate since the baby is too big to keluar normally. After that, she continued bleeding. Blood bank pulak tak cukup dekat hospital tu. *haish* Then she was transferred to Seberang Jaya Hospital. Dia ada trouble with the blood to beku. Tak cukup darah putih or something, I don’t know la. Then after doc check, her ovary was bleeding. In order to safe her life is to buang the ovary and her ovum (rahim) as well. Kak sha tak boleh ada baby dah lepas ni. SEDIH nya seriously. Its not over yet, she was in koma after her second operation. I went back to penang but just for one day on Friday tu 27.6.08. SAD SAD! I’d never in my life tengok kak sha sakit. Terlantar atas katil dalam ICU. At first masa I masuk tu, kak sha tak sedar lagi. I was in tears tak tahan. So I quickly keluar. But later in the evening, dia sedar. SEDIH! Jumpa kak sha sekejap, she cannot talk sebab her tekak damn kering because of the oxygen and the operation kan. So tak leh minum air. The saddest part is that she didn’t have the chance to see or hold her baby. Nasib baik abang yus (her husband) ada ambik gambar baby and cepat-cepat pegi cuci and make copies for her to see. Kak sha hold the picture close to her heart. It was the saddest thing man. For a mother tak boleh nak pegang anak sendiri. Kak sha tengok gambar baby and pointed at me sebab mata baby sepet like my eyes. SEDIH! Dugaan betul. AND TODAY AKU SEDIH LA SERIOUSLY SEDIH. ISK. SHE IS STILL IN ICU. SEMALAM doc buat catscan KAK SHA ADA BLOOD clod kat kepala dia. SHE HAD MILD STROCK AND NOW SHE IS IN COMA AGAIN! AKU NAK MATI AH DENGAR! Aku nak balik tak dapat sbb mak ckp ahad dah nak register isnin aku ada kelas. AKU NAK BALIK!! AKU NAK TGK KAK SHA! AKU NAK PEGANG KAK SHA! AKU NAK BAGI DIA SEMANAGAT AKU SEDIH TGK AYAH CHAT DGN ABG YUS. AYAH CHAT MACAM LOST SEBAB ANAK DIA SAKIT MCM TU. AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SEDIHHH KAK SHAAA ISK..KAK SHA CEPAT LAH BAIK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEDIHHHHH