disturb

just moments ago, i was happily playing games on facebook, minding my own business when i realized something moved in front of me and i honestly thought it was dust but i was wrong! that-dust thingy came back and it was a freaking cockroach. pandi kutik lah! i was in shock man, i can't even scream. mouse dah kena campak, lepas tu, gua mengensot babe, how it happened, i don't really know. sampai nak terjatuh la. terpaksa kejut Normi. She simply catched the little fellow and flushed it down the toilet. gosh! and i almost kena heart attack! thanks mr.cockroach for disturbing my peace!!!

underneath the disguise of a smile, gradually im dying inside

"friends ask me how i feel and i lie convincingly

cause i don't want to reveal

the fact that i'm suffering

so i wear my disguise, till i go home at night

and turn down all the lights

and then i break down and cry"

mariah carey - breakdown