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decided to step back

give space

so that you can be happy

with your life

bye!

hey you. listen.

heyy there,

don't you know that im alive and well.

don't you worry.

im not taken aback.

don't feel sorry about anything

im not looking for sympathy.

difficult

take a walk i'll hold your hands for now,

its happening,

makes it hard to lose another night,

its difficult, to soothe a wounded heart.

before you go, give me all of your love,

i'll give you all of mine

i'll drink water because my blood has died,

its different than anything you've seen or heard before.

take a picture and hold that smile forever.

if it makes it easier,

wish it could be easier,

i can't breathe in.

perasaan cilanat part 2

boleh tolong pergi jauh-jauh?

aku tak ada mood la nak main game ni.

game lagi satu pun tak habis-habis lagi.

ni,

ish!

perasaan,

please, listen to me,

berambus cepat!!!

betul ke ni?

Never Knew I Needed - Ne-Yo

For the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing
for the ending of my first begin
and for the rare and unexpected friend
for the way you’re something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don’t wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again

You’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it’s so clear i need you here always

My accidental happily
(ever after)
the way you smile and how you comfort me
(with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you’re the beginning and the end of every chapter

You’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it’s so clear i need you here always

Who’d knew that i’d be here
so unexpectedly
undeniably happy
said with you right here, right here next to me

Girl you’re the..
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you’re the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it’s so clear i need you here always

Now it’s so clear i need you here always

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hmmm...

apa cer?

nangis dengar lagu ni?

what is this?

help!

tell me it is not true?!

please!

i need some help here!

no!!!!

it can't be!!!!

no way!!!!

i need a tight slap!

bring me back to earth!

argh!!!

trial run

time will bring the real end of our trial

one day they'll be no remnants

no trace, no residual feelings within ya

one day you won't remember me

your face will be the reason i smile

but i will not see what i cannot have forever

i'll always love ya, i hope you feel the same

you played me dirty, your game was so bad

you toyed with my affliction

had to fill out my prescription

found the remedy, i had to set you free

away from me

to see clearly the way that love can be

when you are not with me

i had to leave, i have to live

i turned day into night
sleep till i die a thousand times
i should have showed you
better nights better times better days
i miss you more and more

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harap maklum : tiada kena mengena-gena dengan si polan bernama lahanat!

mungkin ada kena-mengena dengan si polan yang lain.

hmm..

*sigh*

what the f* is happening to me?

betul ke apa yang aku rasa ni?

oi perasaan, jangan lah main-main.

tak larat tau!

tambahan pula, aku rasa si polan lebih setanding dengan si bunga mawar.

aku?

rafflesia jer.

what the hell am i saying?

shut!

hmmm...

*sigh*

tak mungkin.

rain

i like to walk in the rain,

because,

i don't want anyone to see me cry.

nak bau hujan!

tadi hujan.

dah lama tak bau hujan.

lupa nak buka tingkap!~

dang~